Well this will be my 3rd update since my original post.
Today I went to my new part time job to fill out some paper work that I thought would only take a few minutes. I took a nap before I went to make sure I was well rested and in hopes that it will help keep me calm.
Well what I thought would only take a few minutes turned into 2 and a half hours. UGHHHH. I Mean it wasnt so bad. I did have some slight anxiety and my hands were shaky and my head, I noticed that my breathing was very short and fast. That didnt help! Well just before leaving I had to enter my info into a computer, and that would have been ok, but my new boss was right next to me and that made me more anxious. All I kept thinking was, God please don't let her notice or say something about my shakyness. She didnt thank GOD!
So it wasnt so bad. Now im just worried about how I will do when I do start training because I was just told today that I will not be at the store near my house but rather another store about 10 minutes away. Sucks but I guess I have to do what I have to do.