guys, i don't know what the heck happened.
but last night i did my normal routine..took my thyroid tab...i had xanor earlier that day..but anyway that night..i took my thyroid pill..and my cymbalta..and i dont know if i took 2 by accident.or 1..
but when i went to bed..i was falling sleep..and for some odd reason (in my semi dream..there was like a big light flashing at me..or whatever..something horrible and weird..and i wanted to wake up. took me a while to finally wake upp..it felt like one of those sleep paralysis i had before which was hell-but i normally dont get that..only like 3x in like a year or something)..anyway so i woke up and i was like wtf was that. i was a bit scared. weirded out. i was scared bec i knew it took me a while to wake up when i wanted to...
and then i fell asleep again and same thing..i don't remember the dream exactly..but i wanted to wake up again..
like it happened everytime i would try and fall asleep..and when i did..that thing happened again...
so that whole night last night i was scared to death to fall asleep..i was thinking of a zillion things..i sent a message to my shrink..who normally takes the next day to reply.he prob thinks im psycho bec i text him a lot when im stressed.
after that i am so scared to be in that same position ever.
i remember vividly before..i dont know how long ago it was..i had some sleep paralysis which was hell..i couldnt get up i couldnt scream..i couldnt shout for help..i couldnt move..
but my friend who is an intern in the hospital said she experiences that too once in a while..and i read online..it is bound to happen to a person in their life..
anyway the one last night..im trying to think is it bec i took 2 cymbaltas..or what.
it was sooooooo weird and scary