It's been a while since I've been here. I couldn't remember my log in info so I had to create a new account. I guess forgetting is just part of having anxiety. I dont know.
Anyway... I'm back to having anxiety more often these days. I have been through 3 jobs since I last visited this site about 3 months ago.
Currently I have been trying to get my real estate business off the ground but having anxiety and panic disorder is making that hard for me. Every time I think about going to my office I get so nervous and I don't go. I stay home and say that I will work from home, but I don't get much done because it's hard when my family is here all day and it distracts me. And lets face it...staying home all day is no way to find potential clients. It's so frustrating because I really want to be successful but this stupid anxiety keeps me from doing anything. I hate it.
I hate that I am not living life, that I am just surviving. I want so much out of life. I want to do so much. Tomorrow is Monday and I really want to go into my office and chat with other agents to get to know the business. But when I think of being in an office with someone else I get so nervous. I wish I was normal. I wish I could just be. Does anyone have any good advice for me. How can I get over this fear of having a panic attack if I go into my office?