I have my interview tomorrow to become a teacher. I am beyond nervous. I'm actually trying to think about it as little as possible which so far is working, although I can feel this underlying sense of impending doom.
First I have a literacy task. I can deal with this. It's only half an hour. I've been given the article in advance. I'm doing an English degree...I think I have a slight advantage. If I don't do well on this part then...well....I've been wasting my time for the past three years.
Then we have a group discussion. I'm a little nervous about this. The fact that it's a group discussion could cause some problems. Everyone will be wanting to get their word in and be noticed. I just hope I have some nice people and not bulldozers who don't stop and listen and just want to talk over everybody.
Then lunch. Great. Half an hour to build myself up into more of a stress.
.......and then it's the part I'm dreading. We have to do a five minute presentation. I actually don't know how I'm going to get through this part. I hate being the centre of attention. I hate the pressure of it all. I really, really cannot think about it otherwise I'll completely freak out and probably bail on the whole day.
Then it's the individual interviews. I think if I survive the presentation I'll be feeling a sense of relief and might be able to get through the questions without being too awkward.
I will try my very best to stay calm tomorrow but I really don't know how much use it'll be.
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Loves October
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... I wouldn't eat a bite before you have this appointment. I would sit as close to a door. If you have it, take a xanax beforehand. Try to get at least one remark in during the discussion. At lunch, if possible, be by yourself. Even try walking a little to get rid of any possible nervous energy. Any residual energy can be helpful during the presentation because you may look enthusiastic. Even if you don't feel it, smile during the presentation, if appropriate. Keep in mind, though, you have come to this point, all of those semesters of college to HERE. This is a huge victory in and of itself. You have a lot to be proud of! Also, plan something fun for yourself after all of this is over. It'll give you something to look forward to. Praying for you! |
Loves October
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... And take Immodium about half an hour before your appointment starts. And celebrate the fact that you're here. You've worked just as hard as the other students. You DESERVE to be here. Those other students have their own problems they have to deal with. It just may not be as evident. Ok. Can you tell I'm a mom?! |
SempreDomani
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... Thank you Loves October. I can tell that you're a Mum, but that's a good thing. I'm lucky enough to have a really supportive Mum, so it's like having two with double the advice, a real life Mum and a PS Mum :) I went to town today and bought some herbal calming pills and some immodium. Going to eat the tiniest breakfast (some dry cereals or some brown toast). Lunch time I will most likely be by myself. A walk would probably be a good idea, just to calm my nerves and get rid of a little nervous energy. Maybe a banana or something too just to give me some sustenance. I know deep down I deserve to be at the interview, it will just be convincing myself. Fingers crossed! |
Loves October
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... No matter how things went today, I'd like to hear from you. I realize it's the middle of the night where you are, but please let me know. |
Thank you so much Madam Flyswatter! 
The 'ol insomnia again, huh?