Well needless to say the past several days have been good days..even Saturday was good and I had to drive all the way up to our other store which is about 50 blocks away through town. Then when I got there instead of heading back to our store after picking up the stuff I had a change of plans and had to go one other place. So I've had a pretty good streak. Still doing good but having a weird feeling now. Its strange really. I had a good day no anxiety to speak of and still not really anxiety but right before I got my shower tonight I started I dunno how to describe it umm...bugging out I guess. What happened is that I'm still awake but its almost like I look at something and my eyes focus on it but its like slow motion type of feeling which also makes my head feel kinda light. Its really no big deal and not really causing anxiety cause I have felt this before and its unsettling but I know I'm fine with it....which is definately a step up but its weird and crazy that it just struck out of nowhere...course I guess another reason its not bothering me is because I know it will be gone soon cause I'm fixing to take my lorazepam and go to bed and the lorazepam definately takes it away...Well hopefully tomorrow is just as good so I'll quit rambling now!!!