I wish I could make everyday a good day or figure out what always triggers my attacks but since I can't I guess I just have to make the most of it.. Last night I tried to have an attack cause I felt like I couldn't breathe. I was afraid of it being an asthma attack course it was just hyperventilating...finally went to bed last night about 10:30 and right before bed took 1/2 of a lorazepam and went to sleep. Woke up this morning and felt decent not great but decent. Went to work and hung out for a while. Ended up building a little display table out of boards from some of our shelves. That was fun and enjoyable for me. I love building things and working with my hands so that was great. Then I took lunch..Came home and ate then took a 15 min. nap before going back to work. Once at work I still did fine but around 2:20 the boss called and I ended up having to go across town to our other store to pick up the stock order. About halfway there I started feeling an attack. Course I knew what it was so I kinda ignored it. Actually made it to our other store then while loading up the stock order I kept feeling like I'd pass out or was having trouble breathing. Once again I was just hyperventilating. I just pushed it aside and kept on loading it up. Once I was finished I talked to the owner...the main boss and then I jumped in the truck and left for the store I work at. Still felt anxiety and still hyperventilating but I made it without any problems. Once back at the store I unloaded stock and put it up. The rest of the day wasn't all that difficult. Even though I felt it a few times I didn't let it stop me and I also didn't take my lorazepam due to it so it must be getting better. I just wish I knew what triggered it but once again I'm out the other side and still alive so it obviously won't kill me.....hmm wonder if thats what they mean when they say what doesn't kill you makes you stronger!!!