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A para - what?
(Wednesday, 05 November 2008) Written by Kellybeth
I don’t feel good. I never feel good. I had a bad night last night. Woke up at 3:30am and was on my way to a panic attack. I had a stomach ache and I’m pretty sure that’s what brought on the attack. I have such an intense fear of vomiting t... (2766 more chars)
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Abnormal test
(Wednesday, 22 October 2008) Written by Kellybeth
I have been having a lot of medical problems lately. My newest is my abnormal Pap at the GYN. This is my third abnormal one. I went for my exam and they told me they would see me next year and only call if something was wrong. So a few days later... (447 more chars)
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Where is my brain?
(Thursday, 18 September 2008) Written by Kellybeth
My boyfriend moved in to my house a week and a half ago. It is nice to have someone to live with again. But I went about it all wrong. When we were on vacation we decided that when we got home he would move in with me. We have also talked about g... (812 more chars)
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2 minutes!!!!
(Monday, 15 September 2008) Written by Kellybeth
So much has happened in the past 2 weeks I can’t even believe it. I went on my trip to Las Vegas . I left on September 1 st . Took a plane 5 hours to get there. I was pretty good on the plane except for the take off and landing. Oh and I als... (1512 more chars)
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Problem after problem
(Friday, 29 August 2008) Written by Kellybeth
So much is happening in my life right now and somehow I am keeping it together. I leave to go to Las Vegas in 3 days. I am terrified of flying but my brother lives there and I haven’t seen him in 4 years. I was on scheduled to get my period... (2707 more chars)
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Pixie
(Wednesday, 13 August 2008) Written by Kellybeth
For those of you that don’t know my 7 month struggle with my cat, I will give you a quick run down. In January I adopted 2 sister cats. They have done nothing but case me trouble. The one cat Pixie is my “problem child” She had ringworm, wi... (2539 more chars)
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Anxiety - 1 Kelly - zip
(Wednesday, 23 July 2008) Written by Kellybeth
Today is bad. Yesterday was bad. Tomorrow, well, will probably be bad too. I feel like I have more bad days then good. I don’t feel good. I never feel good. And if I do feel good I stress out that I feel good and analyze it till I feel sick. Th... (1189 more chars)
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Beam me up Scotty
(Monday, 21 July 2008) Written by Kellybeth
This mornings drive into to work was a blur. I don’t really remember driving it. I don’t remember stopping at red lights or passing other cars. I don’t remember turning down the usual streets I always turn down.   All I rem... (683 more chars)
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The angel in the bathroom
(Wednesday, 18 June 2008) Written by Kellybeth
I apologize in advance if I offend anyone. I know the subject of religion effects people in all kinds of ways.   I grew up without any talk in my house about God or church. No religion classes or anything. I was not taught about ... (2828 more chars)
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To bad I fogot my bathing suit
(Monday, 16 June 2008) Written by Kellybeth
As I sit here I start to feel the familiar yet unwelcome feelings start to grow in me. The feelings start in my stomach, then spread both ways until they fill my whole body. Nothing has changed around me yet everything seems so much different. I ... (726 more chars)
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Thats all I want
(Thursday, 29 May 2008) Written by Kellybeth
It’s funny. When I feel good I have nothing to say. But when I don’t feel good I can tell you my life story. Guess how I feel now? Got a minute?   Well I am at work and all of a sudden I get this weird “hot” feeling in my ... (2050 more chars)
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Groundhog's day
(Thursday, 22 May 2008) Written by Kellybeth
I used to be thin Young Beautiful Witty Smart Loving Caring A good daughter, friend, sister, girlfriend Carefree I used to be happy Now I am none of these t... (1024 more chars)
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Can't you hear me?
(Friday, 16 May 2008) Written by Kellybeth
I had a rough morning this morning. I woke up and something just didn’t feel right. Came to work and had a real “nice” panic attack. Not one of those attacks that is terrible and passes quickly, but one of those attacks that lasts over an h... (827 more chars)
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The joys of bath time
(Wednesday, 07 May 2008) Written by Kellybeth
She sits, legs crossed. Not knowing where her sweat stops and the water starts. Shivering, but not cold. The house is still. She watches the ripples in the water with every heart beat. She can’t move, can’t breath. Repeating over and over “... (552 more chars)
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Blahhhh
(Thursday, 24 April 2008) Written by Kellybeth
I poked around on the computer today and come across some stuff that I wish I wouldn’t have. But it is my own fault. If I didn’t want to find anything I guess I shouldn’t have looked. Stupid me. What a way to ruin a good mood. Now I feel re... (56 more chars)
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The weather
(Thursday, 17 April 2008) Written by Kellybeth
I feel like I have been waiting for ever for the weather to get nice. But now that it is finally starting to get warmer, I feel like I’m not ready for it.   When it’s cold and snowy outside everyone is in the house bundled up... (926 more chars)
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Just another day
(Wednesday, 02 April 2008) Written by Kellybeth
I can’t relax. I all can think about is going home. I wish I had called in sick. I gave myself a little extra time this morning to get past the anxious feelings. I got to work ½ late. Now I’m sitting at my desk at work and I can’t concentr... (1393 more chars)
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My brother
(Friday, 28 March 2008) Written by Kellybeth
My parents were divorced when I was 12 years old. Shortly after that my dad had a one night stand with a woman he worked with. She got pregnant and had a son. The child’s mom sent a copy of the paternity records to my mother’s house when he w... (1836 more chars)
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Does this make me look fat?
(Friday, 29 February 2008) Written by Kellybeth
I’m sad and depressed. I have had a headache for about 2 weeks straight now. I’m tired all the time. I just want to be left alone. But if I was left alone I would be upset that no one was paying attention to me. Whatever I’m never happy. ... (1670 more chars)
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Ringworm?
(Monday, 18 February 2008) Written by Kellybeth
I have this small weird spot on the back of my leg. I have convinced myself that I have ringworm. I broke the Google rule and looked it up. I got a new cat a few weeks ago. She has a small spot on her foot that I think is ringworm and I... (326 more chars)
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Now what?
(Thursday, 14 February 2008) Written by Kellybeth
I went to counseling last night. I talked about how my last relationship had ended and how my new one has started. I was all happy telling her about all the fun we have together and how he is nice and helpful. He met my mom and best friend. I h... (1812 more chars)
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Do you smell smoke?
(Wednesday, 06 February 2008) Written by Kellybeth
Last night I get a phone call from my troubled friend. She had been arrested for shoplifting and was at the police station. She needed a ride back to her car. Before I left my house I looked over at my turtle tank. I have a heat lamp on the top o... (1222 more chars)
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Mornings
(Tuesday, 05 February 2008) Written by Kellybeth
I wish I could wake up happy. I wish I could wake up and not feel the pressure in my chest and anxiety. I wish I could wake up and not feel nauseous. I wish I could just wake up and be glad that I did. Look forward to taking on a new day. But whe... (419 more chars)
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To be me
(Monday, 21 January 2008) Written by Kellybeth
My life has changed for the better. Everything is turning around. My beloved of 15 years has been caught cheating once again. I have been shit on for the last time by him. He has moved out of my house. Left with almost nothing as everything is mi... (1951 more chars)
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