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Wild life style syndrome, looking for a soulmate!
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yagisan (User)
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Wild life style syndrome, looking for a soulmate! 2 Years, 8 Months ago  
Hi,
Its my first time here but i suffer from lots of stuff i don't even know how to describe .
I was a party animal for most of my life , was wicked and all my surroundings were too.
Somehow I managed to go on the right path on time got a great wife and 3 kids just bought a house and got a nice job , but and its a big but !!!
Everything's done mechanically, for the last 3-4 years im not even here , derealization i guess but it seems i cant be there completely. I dont smell almost anything so without the sense of smell u can't really attach completely to the surrounding cause its a piece of the puzzle., than panic attacks everywhere while driving walking eating i can never feel comfortable with nothing . Always wired always high tension!
Seriously, i never had mental problems, i got everything i need and i can triple than now if i just get my focus back.
If some of you read this and think what the hell this guy wants there are millions with worst .... Its not true im fighting so hard to keep everything on track every single sec when im awake is constant fight with anxiety! I know the day I'll give up on one thing because of the anxiety everything will fall apart and it's very hard .
I'll never give up to this even if i need to go out as a freak to do my obligations ill do it
I know we are all asking why me ? Why now ? Believe me im asking this everyday!
Look im not native english so sorry if i made mistakes and i have a lot more to say but my finger is tired and dint want to spend more that on feeding my anxiety with talking about it .
I had one reason to write this down im looking for a soul mate i can talk with who feels like me and maybe can help me to figure this out better!
I really wish you all good health ppl will never understand what we are going thru without being there .
Thanks ppl
 
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Re:Wild life style syndrome, looking for a soulmate! 2 Years, 8 Months ago  
even though, it sounds like, use of some illegal substances might have caused or elevated your anxiety and other linked troubles to it, like your absence of smell sense, I still believe there is a hope for your healing.
I am happy that you have family, and your children might happen to be the best route into healing.
If I were in your shoes, I would talk to your wife constantly.
Don't omit any detail about how you're feeling and/or your own reasoning behind it why you feeling like that.
I expect that there may be some groups of people with similar problems, somewhere in your community and to which you can join.
You can keep posting here as much as you wish, the more posts the more chances someone will join with their comments.
As long as your posts don't commercialize anything, but stick to writing about what you feel and describing how troublesome your life seems to be, you will get someone connecting to your life story.
People on this PS website understand your anxiety and majority of us can relate to struggles you experiencing every moment of your life.
Again, the best and the strongest support you will receive from your own family in which you're better to confide as soon as your courage lets' you to.
 
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