So I posted my story in a Blog, but I wanted to say here that it has been interesting to watch myself deal with the anxiety that has been plaguing me for the last few months.
I have been managing it just fine. A little Xanax. Extra exercise. Good food. Etc.
So, the payoff is, when I got a diagnosis that says there is something amiss and a medical reason, I still feel okay.
It's so important to keep practicing the stuff that works.
I'm a little nervous about getting dye injected. Also if they say I have to have surgery. But there's nothing I can do about any of it til Tuesday, so I think I'll just enjoy the weekend.
I'm flying out to Utah next Thursday - so if I need to worry about something, I can panic about the airplane trip.