My father was the only one who really understood. For years I was critisized,teased and told it was all in my head. There was no convincing anyone at that time I had something wrong. My last boyfriend used to call me a mental case and so does my daughters father when he is angry at me. There has been many times when I go to bed at night that I wished that I would never wake up. Because of all this I can't even hold a job. I have had numerous medications and I am seeing a phsychiatrist but even he tells me to let things go and he is really no help to me. Just keeps changing my meds. It is a challenge just to go to the store. I have to remember to take some meds before I leave the house and even when I do it seems like I never took them and start to have an attack and have to go home and wait for the meds to really kick in. I scares me especially when I have my daughter with me. She is only 15 months old. What family I do have left still tells me I don't need the meds and just get on with life and get over it. Don't know what to do anymore.

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