This mornings drive into to work was a blur. I don’t really remember driving it. I don’t remember stopping at red lights or passing other cars. I don’t remember turning down the usual streets I always turn down.

All I remember is feeling like I was at deaths door. I wanted to pull over or turn around and just go back home. But I didn’t my car just took me to work with no help from me.

It is strange when this happens. I lose myself. I feel like I stop thinking and stop breathing and stop blinking. I am just there along for the ride. I might as well have been dropped off by a space ship.

Am I putting other drivers in danger? Am I putting myself in danger? It seems like I am under the influence of some mind altering drug.

But I made it safe and sound. And here I sit at my desk. I know where I am, I’m just not sure how I got here.

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earthmama said:

	... Ug, that's no fun! I wouldn't worry about putting others in danger...you are probably more aware than you give yourself credit.
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earthmama said:

	... Ug, that's no fun! I wouldn't worry about putting others in danger...you are probably more aware than you give yourself credit.
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July 21, 2008
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