Well...It is 5:ooam and I am watching rosanne thinking about tonight. I am going in town with my boyfriend to go see Cirque du Soiel. I should be excited to get all dolled up and spending time with my boyfriend to go see a play; but all I can think of is being around people, getting stuck in traffic and getting a panic attack. I do have medicine for panic attacks but I do not want to feel numb to the world. It's hard talking about having them all the time because not a lot of people understand how hard it is.

eh...why is life so difficult

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Angel Tom said:

... Hello again... :) I am not having my panic attack for almost 1 1/2 years now but I still have a medicine just in case. It's much better to have a meds than to panic without it. Don't worry. Get use to it and you'll see... You will start to adjust yourself and get use to be on a large crowd. I work in a remote area and I always have one tablet for my attack, just in case. I am not crazy to have an attack without a medicine. Although it never occurred. I mean, it's much safer and secured to know that you have the meds than to have an attack and worrying where to get your medicine at the same time. Enjoy life, get free... God Bless us always. Good luck.

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