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Monday, 14 April 2008 |
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I feel that mine is the worst, because I am so scared of being alone it effects my whole life. I don't like to drive alone, live alone, shop for groceries. It's terrible! I even get so angry when my boyfriend leaves me alone that I get such bad thoughts of hurting him and I have talked to doctors and intake workers about hospitalizing me and they said that they don't feel that I need to be. I just need to learn how to deal with my fear. My boyfriend and I got into such a bad argument that now he is going to be serving jail time. I feel so bad. I feel it is all my fault. I pushed him too far and now I will not have the one person that comforts me. Makes me feel less panicky. I feel that I need help but no one wants to help me. They want me to take medication but am too afraid to take it. I hate the side effects. I feel so sick.
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