In the past 10 years or so, I have survived umpteen heart attacks, cancer, tumors, aneurysm's, and strokes. Just to name a few! You name it, I've had it at least once, lol. What a terrible way to live. I used to go to the doctor several times a week because I felt like I was dying of "something". It got to the point where eyes would start to roll like, "oh great, here she comes AGAIN". Sometimes it was enough to hear the doctor say that I was fine, but sometimes it wasn't. I'd sit and worry that I was misdiagnosed and they missed something. This obsession over my health and well being has made miss out on SO much in life. I had to stop watching all those creepy hospital shows and basically anything that had anything to do with a person ill or in agony. I just couldn't handle it. It freaked me out, lol. Im far from being a germaphobe but I worry alot about my health. Just part of dealing with anxiety I guess. It hasn't killed me yet. Although, somedays it feels like its going to! What doesn't kill you makes you stronger, right? I can't wait till the strength kicks in. Thanks for listenin'!  

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chilli said:

	... oh my, i know what you mean faith ;) i am currently trying not to freak myself out and finding it very difficult. and yeah, youre soooooo right 'what doesnt kill you makes you stronger'......thats a familiar family saying of ours too. stay well :)
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chilli said:

	... oh my, i know what you mean faith ;) i am currently trying not to freak myself out and finding it very difficult. and yeah, youre soooooo right 'what doesnt kill you makes you stronger'......thats a familiar family saying of ours too. stay well :)
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rippelk2 said:

	... who would blame you going to the doctor that much with all you've been through, I think if the doctor gets annoyed with you, just tell him to kiss your a$$, haha
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rippelk2 said:

	... who would blame you going to the doctor that much with all you've been through, I think if the doctor gets annoyed with you, just tell him to kiss your a$$, haha
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