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Tuesday, 06 November 2007 |
Hi everyone. Lets start when I was little. I had anxiety and didn't know it. I was throwing up all the time when we would go somewhere. I've not had a good life I've been threw more then most people. I was raped when I was 16 I knew the guy I come from a small town. I was sick in the bathroom for a week because I couldn't tell my parents! I was having panic attacks.
Then I went to college and went crazy, partied to much, dropped out of college, was on my own and was raped again. That's when I met Scott I got pregnant and had my son he lived 19 days. I met my husband Jeff are first 2 years were awful he drinks to much. We have been married for 15 years. If he doesn't come home on time I start having pa I start calling his boss or I will track him down at the bar. I have 2 girls they are in their teen years. My anxiety has gotten worse because of that. I started having pa on the job I was working 12 hrs a day, 7 days a week. then I didn't know what a racing heart was went to the ER 12 times, have had every heart test under the moon, everything was fine. I started going to a therapist he has me on Zoloft and Adivan. I was doing fine until my daughter got on the pill and my husband had his accident, he could have been killed, he is so lucky. When will it end I have learned to take it one day at a time. kelsey39
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