What should I really do?

My depression has gotten worse over the past few days. My daughters father was contacted by his ex-girl friend. She told him her ex-boyfriend that she is with now asked her to marry him. She told him maybe. Now my daughters father whom I live with was hurt by her telling him that. He claims he doesn't love her and there relationship is over. But what I read and saw didn't seem to me like anything is over. I am so hurt over alot of things he has down to me in the past and now this all it does is set off my depression and it goes right into anxiety attacks and panic attacks. It's bad enough to try and cope with my problems on a daily basis and then to find out about her. She just doesn't seem to go away and causes lts of stress and tension between me and him. I get to the point where I just want to pack up and leave with my daughter and forget that he ever existed. But it is so hard when you are in love with someone but you know deep down inside that he is not in love with you. I have just been a mess with this and my anxiety over all this is just getting worse. I even had to start doubling my meds just to try and keep a cool head about all this. I just don't know If I should throw in the towel and leave for good or keep giving him chances. He has had many many chances with me to make things right but everything turns out to be all lies in the long run. I am so confused and hurt right now I don't know what to do anymore.

1. 13-05-2008 00:58

I think that love is the hardest part in life. Because when you open yourself to love someone your letting your guard down, and it can be hard when that one person you love so much can hurt you. Maybe you should have a talk with him and see how he feels and let him know how you feel about everything. I hope for the best. Just try to stay calm

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ChristineMarie

2. 13-05-2008 05:57

Hi! Our human minds can not fathom the goodness of God. He definitely has a plan for you. Faith is the answer to all our questions when we lost hope to everything. No matter how bad things are going on in our life, just put everything in His loving hands. Believe me, He is in control. No matter what happens, everything will be better... In His Time.

Just hold on. He knows how you feel right now. Just cry. Beg for His mercy. At least for a peace of mind. Nothing is sweeter in life when you are in the middle of all the storm and still you have a peace of mind. Serenity.

Have faith. He listens. He answer. In His Time.

God Bless us always.

Life is beautiful.

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Angel Tom

3. 13-05-2008 19:01

Be careful doubling your meds - please don't do this without a doctor's approval and knowledge.

Life with kids and lovers is filled with pain and uncertainty, but also there are wonderful times and deep joy.

Do try to take care of yourself physically - good food, exercise and sleep. Know that people (your boyfriend) can be hurt or sad aboutsomething and still not want to go back to that. I see this all the time and it is really true.

We all have feelings and we can't control them - hurt is hurt. He may just need to get through it, but it doesn't have to mean he wants to be with her.

Don't let her have free rent in your head!! Your life is yours and it is filled with good things - focus on those!

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