But its only been a week since my last post. Ive just changed computers and had all my passwords stored on firefox and havent gotten around to finding them. Other than that nothing much exciting going on, especially when your agoraphobic.  I always find some way to pass time and probably what I do is boring compared to what Id be doing if I could just jump out the door and go out. I dont dwell on it though at all. I adjust to my situation. I guess thats why that doctor said Im "content" with my situation. I look at it like I lost a limb, you dont just dwell on it but adapt but thankfully in my case what I have usually doesnt last forever and I could think of 1000 more things worse to have.

I feel sorry for people who cant adapt very well because this is a total life changer and some handle it better than others. I guess the sooner you get to the point you wont put up with it no more the sooner you get help. Maybe adapting in this particular situation isnt the best idea. When this all started I just sat back one day and said I can get bitter or get better and I let it go and for almost three years I could get out somewhat and do things. I will be that way again but when I guess is up to me. I actually blogged about adapting on my myspace I may add that here because I actually remembered my password to my myspace account!

James

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