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I don't understand
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| (Friday, 16 May 2008) Written by maddie |
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My anxiety levels have been high most of the time since before Christmas. I thought I knew how to control it, just like I thought I knew what was going to be happening in my life for the next couple of years. Now I know nothing.
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Can't you hear me?
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| (Friday, 16 May 2008) Written by Kellybeth |
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I had a rough morning this morning. I woke up and something just didn’t feel right. Came to work and had a real “nice” panic attack. Not one of those attacks that is terrible and passes quickly, but one of those attacks that las... (849 more chars) |
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Crying all the time?
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| (Thursday, 15 May 2008) Written by jennirae |
| Hi, my name is Jenni and this is my first post. I am hoping that someone has experienced this and can help me out a little. I have been suffering from panic attacks and agoraphobia for a few years now. At my worst point, I cancelled a wedding and s... (1612 more chars) |
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Uncertainty
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| (Wednesday, 14 May 2008) Written by lamy12 |
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My husband and I have started talking about the reality of splitting up. He said he would probably not move back east with me, as we had previously planned, even if things were going better in our relationship. He said that due to his bipolar di... (1049 more chars) |
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why do i feel doomed????
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| (Wednesday, 14 May 2008) Written by panicsucks |
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hi everyone, i am new to this site, well, i've read a lot, but never wrote anything about myself. i started having panic attacks 3 years ago. i raced to the hospital, as i did numerous times after that until finally, after numerous tests, one dr... (1627 more chars) |
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| (Tuesday, 13 May 2008) Written by luvmd |
| Hello everyone. I am new to this and I wanted to tell my story. I always had a little anxiety here and there, my first panic attack happened while on vacation in 9/07. My baby was born last summer. There were some complications with her after she ... (1070 more chars) |
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Another little life lesson
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| (Tuesday, 13 May 2008) Written by scooby |
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It's really amazing how doing nothing can take up so much time. I have been enjoying the past few weeks being unemployed, pottering around the house, cooking heaps and being there for my kids. Well, being a stay at home mum really IS a full time j... (2622 more chars) |
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What should I really do?
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| (Monday, 12 May 2008) Written by lost_in_thoughts |
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My depression has gotten worse over the past few days. My daughters father was contacted by his ex-girl friend. She told him her ex-boyfriend that she is with now asked her to marry him. She told him maybe. Now my daughters father whom I li... (1212 more chars) |
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no panic attacks
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| (Sunday, 11 May 2008) Written by ChristineMarie |
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Well last night I went to cirque du soiel and I can not believe I had not one panic attack. I am so proud of myself. Not having any panic attacks definetly boosted my confidence level. But of course most of the night I was scared of having one but... (147 more chars) |
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no panic attacks
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| (Sunday, 11 May 2008) Written by ChristineMarie |
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Well last night I went to cirque du soiel and I can not believe I had not one panic attack. I am so proud of myself. Not having any panic attacks definetly boosted my confidence level. But of course most of the night I was scared of having one but... (147 more chars) |
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Has this ever happened to anyone
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| (Saturday, 10 May 2008) Written by lost_in_thoughts |
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The first time I ever had a panic/anxiety attack. I woke up one day and it felt like I drank 50 pots of coffee. I wanted to rip all the hair out of my head, rip all my clothes off and climb the walls in the house on top of that I had to ... (1325 more chars) |
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nervous
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| (Friday, 09 May 2008) Written by ChristineMarie |
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Well...It is 5:ooam and I am watching rosanne thinking about tonight. I am going in town with my boyfriend to go see Cirque du Soiel. I should be excited to get all dolled up and spending time with my boyfriend to go see a play; but all I can thin... (310 more chars) |
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A Little Step Forward
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| (Friday, 09 May 2008) Written by shazza |
| Guess what I did? I am so bored sitting around applying for one job after another, that I actually went out and put my name down to volunteer at a local shelter to work in the kitchen, and to help handing out packages of food. I figured that ... (621 more chars) |
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Scared of everything
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| (Friday, 09 May 2008) Written by ChristineMarie |
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Hey everyone !! My name is Christine and I am new to this site...I have read so many stories and I cant explain the relief I felt when i seen how many people feel the same way I do...I feel that panic attacks control my life. I cant do anything... (66 more chars) |
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Today Im angry.............
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| (Thursday, 08 May 2008) Written by faith |
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Today Im angry because I am SICK and TIRED of being defeated!! I've been stuck in my house for one day too long. I've been negelecting the needs of my children (to spend time with mom) because I might DIE if I leave the house! I've been neglecting... (1547 more chars) |
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I need some R&R from R&R!
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| (Wednesday, 07 May 2008) Written by earthmama |
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My hubby left on Monday and is back "home" in Iraq. We had a great visit. Did a little bit of everything, yard work, traveling, watching TV, snuggling, time with the kiddos, time alone, talking listening, and lots of eating! Reconnecting with m... (1430 more chars) |
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Its Been A While...
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| (Wednesday, 07 May 2008) Written by jamesc25313 |
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But its only been a week since my last post. Ive just changed
computers and had all my passwords stored on firefox and havent gotten
around to finding them. Other than that nothing much exciting going on,
especially when your agoraphobic. I al... (1190 more chars) |
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The joys of bath time
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| (Wednesday, 07 May 2008) Written by Kellybeth |
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She sits, legs crossed. Not knowing where her sweat stops and the water starts. Shivering, but not cold. The house is still. She watches the ripples in the water with every heart beat. She can’t move, can’t breath. Repeating over and ... (580 more chars) |
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Tame the devil
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| (Tuesday, 06 May 2008) Written by Angel Tom |
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(Second part) I am a survivor from panic attack. I have experienced the
worst of it (at least for me, it’s the worst days of my life). I can still
remember what my psychiatrist told me, "Leave your place, and go seek your
future in ano... (2026 more chars) |
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I wanna grow old with you
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| (Tuesday, 06 May 2008) Written by Angel Tom |
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I wanna make you smile
Whenever you're sad
Carry you around when your arthritis is bad
All i wanna do, is grow old with you
I'll get you medicine when your tummy aches
Build you a fire if the furnace b... (382 more chars) |
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Just found out my Dad has Larynx cancer
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| (Monday, 05 May 2008) Written by rippelk2 |
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Hello everyone, I'm not doing so well at all. My dad has had a really hoarse throat for about a year now and it has only gotten worse. My dad will be 56 in july and he has a gorgeous voice and for the past year he has sounded like a old old man. ... (4212 more chars) |
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Unwanted Visitor
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| (Monday, 05 May 2008) Written by Angel Tom |
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(First Part) Hi! I'm new at this site. I have been a survivor for two years now.
It all started
when I lost my dad in 2000, then my mom the following year. Then my wife
followed a few years later. All of them from heart attack. Fro... (1496 more chars) |
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my husband left
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| (Sunday, 04 May 2008) Written by kelsey39 |
| my husband left me saturday and i am so sad i miss him soooooooo bad i love him how do i get threw this it is so hard he took the car because he couldnt get everthihg on the bike. he wont be home for six weeks i need you guys to help me threw this |
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Alcohol and panic
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| (Friday, 02 May 2008) Written by Leah |
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It has been 7 months since my major panic blow out and I'm writing for those of you on th journey too to let you know from someone who has survived that there is light at the end of the tunnel.
This week, working with my GP or doctor I am... (1453 more chars) |
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Struggling with emotions AKA poor me
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| (Thursday, 01 May 2008) Written by lamy12 |
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This past week has been difficult. I am doing so many things right (taking time for myself, doing fun things, etc.) but I am struggling to keep my anger and resentments from consuming me. This stress has caused me to have some anxiety of course... (1998 more chars) |
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He Is Back....
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| (Sunday, 27 April 2008) Written by 4abetterlife |
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After leaving for three days, my fiancee finally came back home yesterday. He wants to give it another chance. He said that he left because he could see that I was not doing anything to help make my panic disorder better and I though... (3188 more chars) |
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The Engagement is off...
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| (Friday, 25 April 2008) Written by 4abetterlife |
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Well, it seems as though I am on a roll of losing the people that I love lately! My fiancee of one week is now my ex fiancee. :( We had an aurgment last night that ended in my giving him the ring back and him packing his things and l... (6026 more chars) |
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Blahhhh
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| (Thursday, 24 April 2008) Written by Kellybeth |
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I poked around on the computer today and come across some stuff that I wish I wouldn’t have. But it is my own fault. If I didn’t want to find anything I guess I shouldn’t have looked. Stupid me. What a way to ruin a good mood. N... (68 more chars) |
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Finally a blog when I am not feeling sorry for myself, lol
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| (Thursday, 24 April 2008) Written by 4abetterlife |
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I thought that I would finally write a blog that is not a long written version of me feeling sorry for myself. ;) After reading my last blog again, I realized what a fool I sounded like, lol. I am planning to go apply for jobs tomorr... (2807 more chars) |
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Living in an ivory tower...
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| (Thursday, 24 April 2008) Written by Leah |
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All my life I have pushed myself to make every second count, to be productive, work, participate, contribute, for financial, emotional and career security. Funny thing is at 37 I've reached my goals and have a charmed life (not without a lot of h... (1285 more chars) |
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Life...The Never Ending Circle
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| (Tuesday, 22 April 2008) Written by 4abetterlife |
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Well, as most of you who have read my previous blogs and posts know...I have been learning web development from home. My fiancee has gone to school for this and does it for a living. So, he has been able to teach me quite a lot. But ... (3012 more chars) |
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So sick of this
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| (Tuesday, 22 April 2008) Written by jennybean |
| Yesterday was a very agitating day for me. Nothing happened in particular, I was just on edge. It was very windy and when I walked my dog to the mailbox the strong wind was blowing right in my face. it was hard to breath and this brought on stron... (2793 more chars) |
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im so sad today
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| (Tuesday, 22 April 2008) Written by kelsey39 |
| today is my sons birthday i know it has been 18 years but it still hurts real bad he was born premature. it sucks i thought i would not still take it this hard hy heart hurts |
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Urgent! Please read this! PLEASE!
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| (Tuesday, 22 April 2008) Written by rippelk2 |
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I already posted this in the forums, however I want to make sure that it is read so I am posting a personal blog about this as well. I need every single person on this site to read this and sign this petition.
In 2007, the 'artist' Guillermo... (1791 more chars) |
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A Blog About Everything and Nothing:)
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| (Monday, 21 April 2008) Written by 4abetterlife |
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Well, my boyfriend (fiancee now), and I finally got engaged on Friday! He took me to my favorite place in town and asked me to marry him there. Nothing too extravagent, but it was perfect for me.:) Of course, I said "yes", lol. I ... (6187 more chars) |
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The weather
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| (Thursday, 17 April 2008) Written by Kellybeth |
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I feel like I have been waiting for ever for the weather to get nice. But now that it is finally starting to get warmer, I feel like I’m not ready for it.
When it’s cold and snowy outside everyone is in the house bun... (947 more chars) |
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Further Along This Crazy Journey Called Life
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| (Thursday, 17 April 2008) Written by shazza |
| Well I have run out of money pretty much entirely. I have registered at the dole office and they are going to take another 2 weeks before giving me anything because I left my job in December, and this is their way of penalising me. Yeah, g... (2653 more chars) |
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something happened on the way to school
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| (Tuesday, 15 April 2008) Written by kelsey39 |
| my daughter has here first boyfriend and he treats here so good and they are going to the prom saturday. and in july he goes for basic training for 15 weeks and then in july he is going to be shipped to iraq my heart hurt so bad for her what do i do ... (80 more chars) |
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Worrying about worrying too much
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| (Tuesday, 15 April 2008) Written by scooby |
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Home again after a whirlwind trip to visit family interstate. We all had a great time, my brothers' wife loved meeting our grandmother, and found the trip fairly emotional - so did I. I always have culture shock after visiting the state where I h... (4133 more chars) |
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The Worst Panic Disorder
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| (Monday, 14 April 2008) Written by frightenangel |
| I feel that mine is the worst, because I am so scared of being alone it effects my whole life. I don't like to drive alone, live alone, shop for groceries. It's terrible! I even get so angry when my boyfriend leaves me alone that I get such bad ... (605 more chars) |
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Help with a vintage chrysler
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| (Sunday, 13 April 2008) Written by shazza |
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Went to a rock n roll rondezvous yesterday which celebrated cars pre 1977, and there were a couple of bands playing lots of rock n roll and the huge dance floor was absolutely jumping. Was a great outdoor atmosphere, so no claustrophobia, bu... (691 more chars) |
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Is this my home
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| (Sunday, 13 April 2008) Written by hipsharrie |
| I am learning so bare with me! Now I accept me of my life of dissapointments why I am here on earth.I know I can not change people only to accept the way they are.I nee to work on myself
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ADAPTING
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| (Thursday, 10 April 2008) Written by jamesc25313 |
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TRUELY BELIEVE THAT HAPPINESS IS WHATEVER YOU WANT IT TO BE OR THINK IT
IS BUT IF YOURE CONFUSED ABOUT WHAT MAKES YOU HAPPY THEN MAYBE MY TWO
CENTS CAN HELP YOU FIGURE IT OUT. IF YOU CAN ADAPT TO ANY SITUATION
THEN YOU SHOULD NEVER HAVE PROB... (1560 more chars) |
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I cannot believe this is happening..
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| (Wednesday, 09 April 2008) Written by maddie |
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It;s been a tough few months. I've been fighting to keep panic at bay just to survive each individual day. My daughter's been ill. She's still not well, but stabalised. I can't help worry about her & what career she will now be able to do. Both my... (1334 more chars) |
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Down
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| (Tuesday, 08 April 2008) Written by frightenangel |
| I am deeply depressed and wish my life would end. I am sick and tired of living in fear. Every day I am afraid. I have asked doctors for help but they tell me I have to help myself. Help myself? Am I the one causing this? My mind is my worst... (9 more chars) |
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pregnant, panicking, and on prozac
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| (Sunday, 06 April 2008) Written by dana |
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I am currently 15 weeks pregnant and have been suffering from panic attacks, depression, and just anxiety that is constant and does not go away. I been to all my doctors and the ER and they have done tests numerous times and everything... (918 more chars) |
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Home from the funeral
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| (Sunday, 06 April 2008) Written by earthmama |
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What a week....
When we last saw our heroine, she was just returning from a weekend in Myrtle Beach....
The boys went to school on Monday while I ran around, getting packed, tying up loose ends. We flew out on Tuesday morning - 3 fl... (1945 more chars) |
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I need to get a life!
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| (Thursday, 03 April 2008) Written by scooby |
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Finally, I'm free of my job. Yay! On my last day, the office bought me a cake and a lovely bunch of flowers, then my bosses asked if I would like to come in the next day and help train the new girl. This new employee was only replacing a lad... (3714 more chars) |
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The Imposter...
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| (Wednesday, 02 April 2008) Written by squirefly |
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Well, to tell you the truth, I'm a bit of an imposter here. I'm a medical student and I'm writing an essay on generalised anxiety disorder and I guess I just wanted to learn about anxiety from the people who actually experience it.
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| (Wednesday, 02 April 2008) Written by thesirenwailz |
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so im leaving on a jet plane on friday, i havent flown in over 3 years because that was the incident of my first panic attack.
im feeling terribly apprehensive. Im excited and wish that, that could be the only reason for my jitters. but ... (84 more chars) |
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Just another day
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| (Wednesday, 02 April 2008) Written by Kellybeth |
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I can’t relax. I all can think about is going home. I wish I had called in sick. I gave myself a little extra time this morning to get past the anxious feelings. I got to work ˝ late. Now I’m sitting at my desk at work and I can&rsquo... (1433 more chars) |
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help what to do
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| (Tuesday, 01 April 2008) Written by kelsey39 |
| hi everyone my daughter is going to the prom with real nice guy for once and im am really scared about it. its a hour away at a hotel and i know what goes on at prom i know what i did know it is different because im a mom.there are going to be cops t... (156 more chars) |
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| (Monday, 31 March 2008) Written by lamy12 |
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This morning I got a phone call from my dad, his sister ( my aunt) died last night. She was in her early 50's. Her son died 3 years ago at age 18 or so of a drug overdose/possible suicide-he was bipolar. My aunt has never recovered. My dad tol... (553 more chars) |
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Stress catching up with me
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| (Monday, 31 March 2008) Written by lamy12 |
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I've been doing okay for a while.......lots of stressful events but no real bouts with anxiety, I guess it all caught up with me during the past week. The dizziness, anxiety when driving, headaches........I tried to remind myself that it was anx... (1580 more chars) |
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My first entry
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| (Monday, 31 March 2008) Written by JulialovesJames |
| Hey... I have jus recently joined this site , and wanted to talk with ppl about whats going on with my disorder. I wanted to kno if you guys feel anything close to what im feeling.
My doctor has said i have anxiety and had a panic attack. Ive h... (1113 more chars) |
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My head is spinning
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| (Sunday, 30 March 2008) Written by earthmama |
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Things have been super crazy.
The beginning of the month my dad had surgery to remove a tumor in his prostate - they live in CA and I am in NC, so I wasn't able to help. The same day, my grandpa was admitted to the hospital.
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Can't shake it: Limited time
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| (Sunday, 30 March 2008) Written by rippelk2 |
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As most of you who have followed my blogs and threads know, I have a boyfriend of a little over 3 years. He means everything to me. He is my world and I have done all that I possibly could to make him happy. We have had MANY ups and downs but som... (4004 more chars) |
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panic/spacey
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| (Sunday, 30 March 2008) Written by joshhar09 |
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The first time i had a panic attack i was driving a work van It just started out like heavy breathing then to i just could not catch my breath at all i was taking the biggest breaths i could possibly take and pulling on my shirt collar until ri... (848 more chars) |
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It worked for me
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| (Saturday, 29 March 2008) Written by pinkbutterfly201 |
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Two years ago, I sufferred from anxiety and panic attack. It was the worst that ever happened to me. Doctors prescribe different midication but nothing worked. I saw an article about Over Acidity in our body can cause Stress and anxiety and m... (734 more chars) |
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My brother
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| (Friday, 28 March 2008) Written by Kellybeth |
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My parents were divorced when I was 12 years old. Shortly after that my dad had a one night stand with a woman he worked with. She got pregnant and had a son. The child’s mom sent a copy of the paternity records to my mother’s house w... (1872 more chars) |
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Feeling overwhelmed
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| (Thursday, 27 March 2008) Written by scooby |
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I'm feeling a bit jittery, and very up and down the last 2 days - a few too many things happening all at once!
Firstly, we had a new baby come into our lives. I am so happy about this, as the father is my uncle who would have to be the nice... (2770 more chars) |
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today..
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| (Tuesday, 25 March 2008) Written by cherryoliviad |
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I have got to start eating better.. bottom line. Today I had a chicken salad sandwich, doritos, diet pepsi, a pickle, pizza, and another diet pepsi. My boyfriend went back to school today as well, and I was soo sad. I'm not going to see him for t... (3380 more chars) |
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Hi!! Wanna help me??
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| (Tuesday, 25 March 2008) Written by Panicsuxs |
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Ok, so about 2 years ago my dad died,my grandma died (she lived with me all my life) and i started a bussiness and got married. About 3 months after my father died i had my first panic attack. It sparked a memory with me and I realized that I had... (2812 more chars) |
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update! =)
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| (Monday, 24 March 2008) Written by cherryoliviad |
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WOW! What a whirlwind the past.. three weeks (?) have been! Well since my last post, I went to the OUTERBANKS! BUT I was very very sick.. the flu/sever cold bug hsa been going around town, and of course with my weak immune system, I GET IT!
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My Brother's Wedding
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| (Sunday, 23 March 2008) Written by mrbitts |
| I went to my brother's wedding this weekend and I had an awesome time. It was great. Dancing, drinking, friends, and family. But for some reason the day after I've been feeling shitty. I dunno. I feel kind of depressed and anxious. He's got so ... (193 more chars) |
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One worry resolved, 138 to go.
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| (Sunday, 23 March 2008) Written by scooby |
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Only four more working days until I can leave work. I am counting the hours, and am even dreading going back after the Easter long weekend. I don't want to go back at all! I have such mixed feelings, as the staff I have worked with have been g... (4559 more chars) |
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agoraphobia/marriage problems
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| (Saturday, 22 March 2008) Written by shaz |
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Hi,
i'm new here so i hope i'm doing this right,
i have agoraphobia, PTSD and lots of other fears, a big on being i am affraid to be alone..... Everytime my husband and i argue he brings up my agoraphobia, i feel very guilty for... (760 more chars) |
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Dealing with my dad
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| (Wednesday, 19 March 2008) Written by shazza |
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I had been a bit anxious about telling my dad that I left work. I am 31 yo so it seems a little silly, but parents seem to have that hold over a person until they are prepared to challenge it and stamp it out. I did that last Sunday, and I ... (948 more chars) |
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cranky
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| (Wednesday, 19 March 2008) Written by thesirenwailz |
| feel so irritable sometimes i can hardly stand it. i want to snap and yell at people and make them feel bad like i do. i hate this part of myself, almost as much as i hate the anxiety in me. its such a vicious cycle, i have anxiety, im irritable, im ... (110 more chars) |
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One year since things got BAD
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| (Wednesday, 19 March 2008) Written by earthmama |
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A year ago this week is when things got really bad for me.
Things had been building for a while, but that week, it was like a switch was flipped and the anxiety and depression oozed over me, tainting everything I did.
A year later, ... (694 more chars) |
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Relatives
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| (Tuesday, 18 March 2008) Written by lamy12 |
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My aunt and her husband left today after visiting for two weeks (not staying at our house though). It was great to see them, but my aunt is so intense in certain areas that sometimes it is difficult to deal with....but we went to the day spa, the... (1384 more chars) |
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mixed emotions
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| (Sunday, 16 March 2008) Written by sasha |
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The past few days have really been an emotional rollercoaster. I finally got my boyfriend and father on speaking terms again, though not entirely comfortable. I just got hired as a full time dance teacher at one of my favorite studios. My boyfr... (1395 more chars) |
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Dry mouth and anxiety
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| (Sunday, 16 March 2008) Written by Leah |
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Dry mouth is a symptom of panic that is making life very unpleasant. It seems to be systemic, affecting my whole body: drying up my nose, eyes and digestive track too.
Nothing seems to help. I sip water and suck mints all day, have quit ... (741 more chars) |
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What's Presently Happening!
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| (Saturday, 15 March 2008) Written by frightenangel |
| I finally got on Social Security which is wonderful. I feel so much better to be finally seeing real doctors since I used to have to go to the free clinics and Human Services which was a bunch of crap. They didn't know what they were doing or wha... (706 more chars) |
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Saved my Sanity
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| (Saturday, 15 March 2008) Written by scooby |
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Looks like the stress of the past 12 months finally caught up with me. Had good days where I thought I was coping, but I see now that I was not.
I feel like I haven't taken a full breath for weeks, my back is in constant pain from tension... (4278 more chars) |
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Today SO-SO
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| (Friday, 14 March 2008) Written by mrbitts |
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Today has been just ok. I feel a little anxious and have a lack of energy but for what reason I dunno y. Anxiety just sucks so much. I felt like I was doing so much better and then "bam!" its comes back and bites me in my ass. My heart starts... (326 more chars) |
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what to do...
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| (Thursday, 13 March 2008) Written by thesirenwailz |
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so i'm trying anything and everything to get better. if want was enough , i'd never have another panic attack in my life. i've done cbt, meds, psychiatry, eliminating caffeine, im going to a hypnotherapist, i've started meditating. sometimes i f... (741 more chars) |
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progress
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| (Wednesday, 12 March 2008) Written by onewon |
| I made it through my first day of paid work since August!! It was much easier than I thought it would be. I drove there by myself at 9 and worked until 3. Most of it was orientation, but still! I was so daunted. Last night I had nightmares about h... (421 more chars) |
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Setback
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| (Wednesday, 12 March 2008) Written by Enid1980 |
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Hello everyone,
My panic attacks are starting again, last time i was getting them really bad I was pregnant and I couldnt take any medication but I still manage to work until labor, while i was pregnant i had to deal with my panic attacks ... (789 more chars) |
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more and more
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| (Wednesday, 12 March 2008) Written by shazza |
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Here in my hometown we are breaking all of the weather records. Today is our eleventh day of about 40 degrees celcius (that’s around 100 F). We are even recording hotter temperatures then the desert inland. This is the longest heat... (1460 more chars) |
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It's Been A While
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| (Wednesday, 12 March 2008) Written by mrbitts |
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I haven't written in a while because I've been feeling pretty good. I've gone a good couple months anxiety free. I felt like the medication was working. I'm on lexaro 20mg. I did have a couple weeks of depression though.
Today I feel a l... (378 more chars) |
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Just Couldn't Believe It
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| (Wednesday, 12 March 2008) Written by lamy12 |
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My aunt and her husband are visiting from PA for two weeks. On Sunday, we had tickets to see Wicked and were taking my husband out for his birthday. Earlier in the day, my husband, my daughter, and I went to gas up my gas and go through the car... (1791 more chars) |
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why does this happen
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| (Tuesday, 11 March 2008) Written by kelsey39 |
| hi i need some adive it wike am anxiety is back were is was in the biging and it suck my pulse rate is 120 in the morning i was doing so good for a year i dont know what to think whn my husband comes home i just cring he ges made at everthing we have... (208 more chars) |
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Trying to take it all in...
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| (Monday, 10 March 2008) Written by earthmama |
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Personally, things are going well for myself.
I am volunteering, and deriving a tremendous amount of joy from time spent with kids. My boys are doing quite well. I couldn't be more proud of them. Here are t he things that are ... (2067 more chars) |
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Real busy
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| (Monday, 10 March 2008) Written by rippelk2 |
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Just wanted to say sorry to all my friends and everyone that I haven't been able to be on lately. Things have been very busy with school for me the past couple of weeks. Usually I'm on here all the time, multiple times a day. Remember, if anyone e... (5191 more chars) |
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My story!
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| (Sunday, 09 March 2008) Written by frightenangel |
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I've had anxiety and depression fro as long as I can remember. I've had chronic constipation my whole life so my stomach has not been the greatest. In middle school I started feeling nausiated or to my stomach all the time. I went to doctors ... (2210 more chars) |
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Nice girls don't get the corner office
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| (Saturday, 08 March 2008) Written by Leah |
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After recovering from a massive panic blow out Nov 2007, I decided that some of my work practices needed to change upon my return. I certainly needed to learn to be more assertive and confident.
Whilst out book buying for work, I stumbled ... (1058 more chars) |
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Saturday Night Pity Party
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| (Saturday, 08 March 2008) Written by scooby |
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Just feel like writing again. Maybe I should get started on that book LOL! It's another Saturday night, and I just can't seem to relax enough anymore to sit in front of the TV and chill out. Blah - I am so sick of these up and down days.
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help each other get over anxiety
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| (Thursday, 06 March 2008) Written by Englishroseinoz |
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to everyone here
My name is janine Marshall, and i have just come across this site by chance when i googled anxiety and symptoms etc. So forgive me if i havnt posted this in the right place, im not sure where to start..I guess the begining ... (3490 more chars) |
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Now I'm really going out of my comfort zone
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| (Thursday, 06 March 2008) Written by maddie |
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I was in the house 4+ years until last December. Now I'm going away for a week! Anxiety is running high, but I AM NOT going to panic.
My daughter has been ill. She's now stabilizing on medication. Heartfelt thanks to all of you who wrote an... (995 more chars) |
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the world again
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| (Thursday, 06 March 2008) Written by harvick29chick |
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Ive got the pit in my stomach again that has came back full force today. I hate this. I just want to lay down and sleep, I feel so exhausted. I thought going to mom's would help, and first thing I see is my sister all bubbly and cheery wanting ... (750 more chars) |
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living with panic and agoraphobia
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| (Thursday, 06 March 2008) Written by fedup |
| I just want to know what I did so wrong to diserve this in my life, it's hell everyday!!!I have the most beautiful little boy and I feel he deserves so much more because I can't go places with him sometimes because of this panic. The thoughts of obse... (397 more chars) |
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